The paradox is coming

The paradox is coming
and goes deeper into you
day by day.

But you yourself are becoming
the mathematical measure of paradox.

As much as you exist,
you actually do not exist,
and you feel it through helplessness.
But as much as you do not exist,
you actually exist
and you feel it through your strength.

For there is only one infinite power,
the power of helplessness,
if you have taken it upon yourself in silence.

But this entire world
is only an asymmetric abstraction,
as if you would measure a mirage
and in it measure
your existence of your own absurdity.