If you
count outside,
there is an eternal deficit for the one who counts,
as a river that says it is alone and yet it is full of fish.
If you
count inside,
there is the eternal surplus for the one who counts,
as a fisherman who caught fish in the river.
Therefore, be a river to everyone else, not just to yourself,
so that others may be a river to you
and to each other
out of one eternally uncounted fish
baskets full of fishes.
When you
count outside yourself,
you are page of a book, which is assembling together
but is always misses the author –
you who are counting
and with your pages extort others for your authorship.
And when you count
inside yourself,
inside the only real space of eternal life,
the author of the book is known as the eternal surplus
which is you who are counting and never finishing.
You decide
only on the balance in this world.
You are either in pair with the inner space of eternal peace
or with the time outside that haunts you.
You will know this yourself.